Journal - I Need You

Lord forgive me, I am not worthy of you, yet...I'm on my knee's asking you to stay with me and dig deeper into me so there you will be engraved...forever in my heart.

It was you from the beginning, showing me and tugging on me all those years...I strayed and was almost lost...but I found my way back. I know who you are, and I know our Father. For I could not know our Heavenly Father if I didn't know you. I came into this world not by choice but because you brought me here to do your work, not for my own selfish needs. I want not for myself but only for you....because everything that I am and everything that I have is a gift from you and the Heavenly Father. I'm a man in the desert...walking...crawling...thirsty for you.

Lord I only know what I know...so cleanse me and show me what you want me to see, for my mind should not over-look..it does not know eternity. The mind is blind. My soul knows you and cries out to you...and I follow my heart and soul.

I'm only flesh without you, your mercy and your divine love. We are family, so I seek you, my brother, my father, friend, my saviour, my roti XD...for I could not eat my curry chicken without you. You are the kicks on my feet, that make me dance.... the controller in my hand when I play street fighter! You save me from mine enemies..I can do all things in you who strengthen me. With every step I take, your love I embrace...I hold my life in a cup...I hold it up to you...please fill it with all that is Holy...because...I'm thirsty..and..

I need you...more and more each day.

धन्यबाद
Rulentlez. (Luke 10:38-42)